05/07/2007 by ramps.

I am trying to remain positive but after spending the last 2 and half years trying to succeed and ultimately failing it is hard too.  I have already done the analysis and I know most of the mistakes I made but the harsh reality of it all is still something I have to come to terms with.   There is a part of me that wants to fight back, hold on, stick in there.   Another part of me says well I had a shot a the big time I went against the grain but I did not have the skills to pull it off.   At the end of the day I worked damn hard for the money and so what I lost it.  It just hardens my resolve to earn so more to find a more solid foundation to build on my assets.

For me 2007 is paper trading and monitoring the systems whilst I focus on my key core skills and build a pot of money for my next adventure whatever that maybe.  To be honest they will be things I will miss but on the other hand the hold time pressure and dilema about prices and getting on money I won’t miss one single bit.

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05/07/2007 by ramps.

I was hoping to brag about all the extra stuff I put on my new website over the last couple of days only to watch it crash and burn.  It should be back up soon though hopefully.  I am off to Gloucester to see my parents and give my brother a lift so by the time I get there it should be up and running again.

On the gambling front the account is still alive.  A nice winning day on Monday, no selections on Tuesday and a losing day yesterday.  The weather is really not helping but it is all part of the game.

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