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18/02/2007 by ramps.
It has been a thought provoking weekend on many levels. From a personal perspective it has been a very difficult weekend, from a gambling perspective also and from a work one as well. I have not been feeling that well either over the weekend.
I think the real crux is am I happy with where I am and where I am going at the moment and the real answer is I am unsure. Yes, the horrible place called indecisiveness. When I put thing in perspective I realise how lucky I am but then if I challenge this should I be doing better; who knows? Am I settling for I know rather than what I knew or what could be? So many questions are flowing around my head. Is this just the direct result of my gambling not quite going to plan or is it a bigger issue.
I am sure a lot has to do with the fact that I not good a longevity I get concerned and always like changing things because where there is change there is opportunity and all that. I seem in the last few weeks and months to have lost that risk taking edge that edge that made me stand out from the crowd.
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