Tired

15/08/2006 by ramps.

I definitely feel under the weather today and I am not really sure why.  Yesterday was just an average day albeit a bit of nightmare getting to work but nothing to write home about.   Maybe it is the release of pressure from last week catching up with me.  Maybe it is the uncertainty of where my plans are going.  Yes, am feeling very reckless today feel like giving my job and doing the gambling full time.  Then when I think about more clearer I miss my full time job so what really is my problem?

Is the thought that I am now 31 and still have the potential flag but have not really achieved what I wanted?  Could be that I am not sure what I want from now I thought I had that sussed but maybe my priorities have changed.  It could just be that I am having a bad day simple as.   The one thing for sure is I need to get on top of this before it consumes me.

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